1. Overwhelmed.

    I am so completely and utterly overwhelmed. Just standing outside of school, smoking a cigarette, and looking at all the buildings makes me overwhelmed and makes my hands shake and make me feel my heart beat in my ears. I want to get out of here. But I know wherever I go I am going to feel like this. Long distance relationships with my best friends isn’t cutting it at all anymore. And everyone is getting engaged, or married. We lead completely different lives. How alone I am is just being increased and saturated by so many other things. If I can avoid a panic attack today I will be happy.

    1 year ago More Info
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