shaking hands.
swollen heart.
Besties with ‘tude.
Taken with Instagram at New Wave Coffee
Cabbing half way to work cuz the Damen bus is horrid. #story of my life (Taken with instagram)
Absentmindedly picked the bad banana at Starbucks.
degausser - brand new.
Goodbye my love (You burnt bright but you run out)
You wait right here, and they will come and pick you up (Let’s sleep at the incline)
I’ve been on pause but I’m shaking off the rust (I can’t shake this tiny feeling)
I’ve lost my charge, I’ve been degaussed (I’ll never say anything right)
I’m on my own, I’ve been degaussed (I’ll never say anything right)
I’m on my own, I’ve been degaussed (I’ll never say anything right)
I’m on my own, I’ve been degaussed (I’ll never say anything right)
I’m on my own
Take me, take me back to your bed
I love you so much that it hurts my head
Say, “I don’t mind you under my skin
I’ll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in”
Well when we were made we were set apart
But life is a test and I get bad marks
Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins
The storm is coming, the storm is coming in
You burnt bright but you run out
I fell asleep in the afterlife
I can’t shake this little feeling
I never did anything right, I’m on my own
I never did anything right, I’m on my own…
I bought the hottest, tight black sweater dress from Akira. My secret to hiding my big ass and squish: spanx. Why didn’t I purchase those sooner??? They’re magic.
1 year ago More InfoSometimes I just have to sit on the bus and listen to “the joker” by Steve miller band or “in my dreams” by kid cudi to lift my moods a little bit.
Or songs more fitting to my mood like “falling through the roof” by horse feathers or “hurricane drunk” by Florence + the machines.
Or get my hair done by D like I’m about to do right now.
I am so completely and utterly overwhelmed. Just standing outside of school, smoking a cigarette, and looking at all the buildings makes me overwhelmed and makes my hands shake and make me feel my heart beat in my ears. I want to get out of here. But I know wherever I go I am going to feel like this. Long distance relationships with my best friends isn’t cutting it at all anymore. And everyone is getting engaged, or married. We lead completely different lives. How alone I am is just being increased and saturated by so many other things. If I can avoid a panic attack today I will be happy.
1 year ago More Infonew year, new tumblr.
http://foreignplaces.tumblr.com/
1 year ago More Infonew year, new tumblr.
http://foreignplaces.tumblr.com/
1 year ago More Info